Monday, April 4, 2011

Doubts


Doubts

I think I'm fine,then you open your mouth
Can't you see that you're someone I could do without?
I'll be having a good day,and then something you say or do
It winds up hurting me,and leaves me with all these doubts
I could go for days,for weeks, and even months
But when you put these doubts in my head
I know that time is not enough
To heal all the hurt, these wounds that reappear
All the confidence that I built up,it quickly disappears
And all that it turns into are these intense doubts and fears

Doubt, such a small little word
Doubt, doesn't have to be said to be heard
Doubt, it fills my mind right now
Doubt, I have to get rid of it somehow

There are times when I really think I'm fine
Then the words you said, they start to fill my mind
I think I'm pretty, I hear you say I'm not
And then it feels like my confidence has been beaten to a snot
I get a compliment and blush, it can't possibly be true
I have so many doubts, and they're there because of you
When I'm told I'm smart, I only feel dumb
I can't stop the pain that it brings forth, I feel anything but numb
I can't stop the doubts from coming, I can't help but feel the pain
I want these doubts to disappear, I wanna be happy once again

I was happy before I met you, I believed in me
I believed in the person that I wanted to be
Then I met you and it wasn't long before that changed
But I don't want to be the person you made me
I want to be happy once again
I want to get rid of these doubts that you put in my head
So get out of my heart, and get out of my bed
You're not welcome here anymore, I'm taking back my life
I have to do what's best for me, I have to do what's right
I have to get these doubts right out of my mind

Doubt, such a small little word
Doubt, doesn't have to be said to be heard
Doubt, it fills my mind right now
Doubt, such a small little word
Doubt, doesn't have to be said to be heard
Doubt, it fills my mind right now
Doubt, I have to get rid of it somehow

Yeah doubt, it's such a small little word
But I'm not going to listen to it, it's not going to be heard
Doubt, no longer fills my mind right now
Cause you're outta my life hun, take your final bow




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